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short Update of a small life

Wed Jul 22, 2009, 3:52 AM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Radio Hazzard of Darkness
  • Watching: Customer PC's
  • Playing: Dead
  • Eating: Giotto
  • Drinking: Nothing
Heyho...

hmmm much happened in the past weeks.
I was workless and now I am starting a training again for 3 years.
Life sucks, but on the other hand, it can give you ressurection too.

I was able to let all love things behind me and start to have fun with my Best Friend Nemesis again. We had a shooting 2 weeks ago.
I am editing the pics and let you know when they're finished!
Hope you will like them^^.

What's going on at you friends?
All of you ok?

Would be nice to read from you.
I dunno if i only write them for me, or others would read them.

Cheers,
Alex

YOYO YOOOOO~ read pls!!!!

Sat Apr 18, 2009, 5:43 AM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Radio Hazzard of Darkness
  • Watching: The Hot weather ~.~
  • Playing: Razrorm or not razor?
  • Eating: The tears of lonesome people
  • Drinking: The blood of suiciders ;-)
WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH YOU ALL?^^

I feel much better now, ok the 17.april, so yesterday was a depressing way, cause it was the day of of the year, last year XD yes i talk in mysteries! ;P

Soooo all okay~ i am allright doing well and need something to expierience with. Some Fotographers in Germany to thaught me some tricks and so on? in Real, not only internet and that crappy things^^
i haven't planned any things since last year. Need holidays... but alone it's boring...!


Cheers,
Alex

FAKE!!!!!!!! DONT CLICK!!!

Fri Feb 6, 2009, 10:16 AM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Oomph! - No Heart No Pain
  • Reading: the information about my pills
  • Watching: the darkness outside
  • Playing: with my head
  • Eating: my thoughts
  • Drinking: nothing
IF YOU RECIEVED THIS MESSAGE FROM ME:

Hey. I think i saw your picture on this website/blog here CLICK HERE

DO NOT CLICK IT!!!!
IT'S A HACK AND IT WILL ASK YOU TO LOG INTO YOUR DA ACCOUNT (THE LINK SENDS YOU TO THE LOG IN PAGE) DO NOT ENTER YOUR USERNAME OR PASSWORD

The link is http:// rosemaryxicapiw. blogspot. com/

IF YOU LOG INTO THE HACK SITE THEN YOUR ACCOUNT WILL SEND THAT MESSAGE TO EVERYONE YOU WATCH!! IF YOU'RE A VICTIM OF THE HACK (LIKE ME AND MANY OTHERS) CHANGE YOUR PASSWORD IMMEDIATELY PLEASE DON'T CLICK IT!!!!!!! :cries:

Short one

Sun Jan 11, 2009, 8:21 AM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Oomph! - No Heart No Pain
  • Reading: the information about my pills
  • Watching: the darkness outside
  • Playing: with my head
  • Eating: my thoughts
  • Drinking: nothing
I'm walking through a progress where i totally stepped out.
I deleted Pics for helping myself in my gellery.
I will try to be open for new things, perhaps some studies i will give myself. Have to bring me on other thoughts!


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Ich habe jetzt schon einen zu langen Prozess durchlaufen, ohne etwas zu tun, ich habe nun die Initiative ergriffen, habe meine Gallery gesäubert und werde wohl was neues anfangen.
Bin für alles offen, wenn jemand Lust hat mit mir etwas zu machen, gerne!
Vielleicht werde ich auch ein paar Selbststudien suchen, für bestimmte Themen, muss ich sehen. Andere Gedanken finden und meinen Kopf damit füttern!


Cheers,
Alex

Update after half a year...

Tue Jan 6, 2009, 10:50 AM
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Die Toten Hosen - Tauschen gegen dich
  • Reading: My last Poem
  • Watching: th letters
  • Playing: Who can longer sit behind a mask
  • Eating: my thoughts
  • Drinking: whiskey
You all want to guess?... no i haven't forgotton her...yep I could go to a psychiatric Doctor, but he couldn't change anything. Fuck off -.-

A new year breaks on. What will it hide?
Hmmm at the moment I am thinking on to do a one way ticket to hell.
No fun, only write some more poetry and will buy myself a new camera, where a new problem hides!....

WHICH ONE?!
I got some in a favourite Position, but dunno, which one will it be.

Contender number one:

Canon EOS 400D

I allready had a shooting with her (yes cams are female ;) ) I never had uploded one yet, cause i was shaking to much... was toooooo excited, cause i allways wanted a cam like this and a friend of me, said, after i bought her a old landdress, to shoot her, you can see some pics, on her Profile.
[link] and [link]

Edited by her, cause my photoshop skills wasn't that good, at the time. I learned a lot! ^^ and still doing!!!

Contender number two:

Canon EOS 450D

I dunno anything about the cam, only that it's more expensive than contender number 3!

Contender number three:

Canon EOS 1000D

Cheaper than 450D. Colours and pic quality is the same?! x_x don't kill me for the thought. XD-

Yeah... i want to do some shootins with friends, have two model offers for free ^__^ Could be much work, but i will do it, for myself, because i want to go.

Yeah well... not that much killing news.
My last half year, was more shit than ever in my whole life!
If i ill not be able to turn the way, that i move, i will not be able, to stand this shit much longer!... I want my old life back .__.

That's all for now, if something should happen, or change.

Till then... listen to that song!!!
It's so true ._. (german)

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Ok i will buy the Canon EOS 1000D^^

*saving money!! >,.,< TSCHAKKA!!!!

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